nuked, frozen, flambé-pizza

Today I was heating a frozen pizza in an industrial microwave oven in a youth club, when the oven started burning. Imagine running into a kitchen where you can't see a thing for the dense smoke except .5m flames licking out of the top of this oven.. I just stared at it for half a sec the grabbed what was nearby (tea towels), soaked them and threw them over. The other guy who was there found a fire extinguisher and we put it out - with blue powder from the extinguisher. After crawling out by the floor cos of the smoke, we had to clean the ENTIRE kitchen by washing EVERYTHING in there.. took 3 hours! pft - we should've ordered out!

Conviction plz

I think what I need is conviction. One will not value any salvation or saving if you don't reckon you need to be saved. Another point I need to be clear on is that the point of Jesus' sacrifice was not to give me a nice life or improve my everyday financially. There it is.

My Faith - now

Guess I'm back at the stage where I don't really know if I believe in God as much as I 'hope in God.' The sad fact is that I'm more expecting a social instance, that'll encourage me to believe in God, to get me believing more than I'm expecting 'it' to 'spring up from within'. Sad, yes, but I am very much dependant on the people around me - more than I'd like to readily admit. As is now, I still don't have anyone who does that for me but somehow I'm not able to get past the emotional hurdle of the Faith having been hugely discredited in me by my former church.

bvadr - nothing constructive

My brother moved to Århus (nearby University-city, 2nd largest in Denmark) AND TOOK HIS COMPUTER WITH HIM.. sigh, yes so I'm without a comp now which is why I'm neglecting this blog.

I'm semi-depressed though - a week ago I got a job in Århus and yesterday I was fired.. well, it was a trial-week, so its not a huge blog, just depressing.. So now I'm back to no-job, no-activities, no-friends but now with added no-computer to console myself with.

And there's this girl... but I won't go into it. :)

Sooo... i dunno!